Seriously, I have been thinking about it for days now. If I could go back in time, what would I change? And I came up with nothing.
Because everything that came to my mind turned out to be a decision that, in hindsight, was good for something else. And because every decision I ever made - either big or small - shaped the life I am living right now and it shaped me into the person I am - and I like who I am and where I am standing in life today.
Like when I decided not to go to university after I finished school but instead started an apprenticeship. I would have never met my wonderful colleague turned friend whom I am going to visit in August. And then I went to university some years later and met other beautiful friends there who I am still in contact with.
Or when I had a boyfriend who really treated me badly for more than a year. I tried to dump him several times but somehow took months to finally do it because I was afraid to be alone. However, I learned from this bad relationship how I would never tolerate another man to treat me.
But now, come to think of it, there is something I would change. I would like to go back to myself to the time when I was in the hospital after Sunny was born and I would tell myself that it will be okay. I would soothe myself and tell me what a wonderful, beautiful, lovely child he will become and that I should not worry too much.
And maybe I would choose vanilla ice cream instead of banana if I could go back to last week ;-) But that's about it.
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