What does Five Minute Friday mean? Quote from Lisa-Jo's website:
1. Write for 5 minutes flat – no editing, no over thinking, no backtracking.
2. Link back here and invite others to join in.
3. And then absolutely, no ifs, ands or buts about it, you need to visit the person who linked up before you & encourage them in their comments. Seriously. That is, like, the rule. And the fun. And the heart of this community..
Oh and Ahem, if you would take pity and turn off comment verification, it would make leaving some love on your post that much easier for folks!
After our visit to the hospital today and the follow-up EEG I am not sure whether to be relieved or not. I mean, there are already so many roadblocks on our street that I could have totally done without another one. But the neurologist said that the prognosis was good so I am just trying to believe him.
When I had my son on my lap and the EEG started I shed hot, desperate tears while I tried to read a book to him in order to calm him down. I do not even really know why I cried. It was just that my heart felt like it was about to burst in about a million tiny pieces. All those many examinations he already had to endure in his short life, all the insecurities, the not knowing, the pressure and the strength it takes every single day just bore into my heart and left it bleeding. The technician looked at me softly without saying a word. My voice broke over and over again while I tried to read. Finally, I was able to pull myself together.