... this is what I thought yesterday night. Because it dawned on me that by Sunday night I am always so spent from the weekend. It is very exhausting to care for Sunny the whole weekend. He has increased motor agitation meaning that he does not sit still the whole day. In addition, he needs to be watched permanently and he wants to be entertained because he is not good at playing for himself. So from Friday afternoon until Sunday night this small bundle of energy wears me out in a way that I pass out on the couch on Sunday night at 21:00 pm at the lastest. And sometimes when I think how glad I am that he will return to kindergarten on Monday I feel guilty immediately that I wish my child away from home and I feel like the worst mom ever.
And today I did not even have time to regenerate a bit because I was out of the house by 9:00 doing grocery shopping and running errands around town the whole morning. This Sunday sucks! ;-)
But I am already looking forward to him returning home to me in about two hours again and when I think about that moment my heart skips a beat!